You confuse me. And I know you hate that I write my entries about things between us, but sometimes its my only way to decode whats going on. You seem so down lately, and I cant see wether its the fact that youre tired, and grumpy..or if I just dont make you happy anymore. You say I do. You say youre so happy to be with me. But, somdays it doesnt even feel that way. I wish I could see what was going on infront or behind me. Because right now, I cant see anything.