I dont trust you. So, how is this going to work?

YOU SHOULDNT BE LYING TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING. NOTHING. I dont care how small the lie is, or how stpid the situation is. I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND. Why is it so hard to be honest? Why is it so hard to PAY ME BACK MONEY, RIGHT AWAY, yet, so easy to TAKE OUT MONEY FOR YOURSELF, as soon as possible? Why is it so hard for you to spend your own money but use up all mine? Why is it so hard for you to be a boyfriend to me.....

Im getting exhausted of this constant back and forth. I dont have this much strength.