I love you. I really. really. really do. Please tell me last night will never happen again. I want to count it permanently deleted from my life. Im scaring myself. I dont know why. I know that I cant live without you. I dont ever want to. Im just so uneasy, right now. I hate how we can talk, and be cute, and be in love. And then something is said wrong and the conversation goes tense. And I just feel like you want to choke me with anything and everything. I hate that feeling. I need you. I love you. Im scared. I DONT KNOW WHY :[