Well, I'm high now and everythings cool. I'm mellowed out and just sort of sitting around the dorm room thinking about God and things of that sort. I've decided I am an Agnostic. I once thought I was and atheist and simply didn't believe in a God, whereas I have discovered that I do not believe in the Christian version of God. I have yet to rule out other religions that exist, as I have yet to study many of them. I do not believe, however, that I have the faith to trust any other religion, anyhow. I just don't see how people can have faith that God existed since the beginning of eternity and not be able to accept that everything could have been born the same way. If one thing could have existed, why couldn't many things have just simply existed the same way? I think that if one thing can exist forever, so can everything else. All matter is timeless as one type simply changes into another form. It is in this that all matter cannot be created, nor destroyed. However, the explaination of the creation of life is a wholly, different matter. This is where I still leave question. I do not claim to know, or understand how this could have come into being. It is in this reason that I cannot call myself an atheist and now claim only not to know, instead of not believing.
If God does exist, he/she would have to be one to not create all things equal. Certainly, there are genetic differences (intersexed and mentally-ill babies are examples). Many Christians overlook this as some sort of misfortune that God will work out in the end, discretely denying any/all responsibility a God has (that being the ethical and responsible God that is frequently portrayed by Christians).
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