I'm sick of people saying that they're sorry, I understand, forgive me, let's give people other chances.....RAHHH!!! ARE you really sorry? DO you really understand? CAN I forgive you? SHOULD I give you another chance? I finally forgave Nicole because it was either forgive or forget....besides, the guilt of "hating" her was making me lose sleep.... I'm tired of being angry.....I'm just tired of everthing....why bother trying anymore? what's in it for me? what do I benefit from it?.... I sometimes wonder what's out there for me? I already know that's there's nothing, but I really wonder if I a different fate.....people all around me tell me that there is something, but I'm starting to believe that its all a lie.... "yeah, I keep on dreaming while the world is still sleeping from me....and your words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe!" please help me....