Well, its been a long week.....nothing much happened except for a lot of sleeping and healing..... I'm feel sorry for my dad....he's really bent about the accident.....parents can be so weird sometimes.....he blames the accident on himself.....he blames himself for trying to kill us and everything.....but we didn't die.....that's the miracle......I know he's grateful about everybody being ok and all, but he just can't get over it.... My dad claims he's immortal.....I bet we all do.....but, immortals can't bleed or feel pain.....at least, that's what I think......I know my dad tried everything to prevent the accident....I would know because I was awake when he tried.......and I know that there was nothing in his mortal hand he can do to prevent what was happened..... Sometimes I wonder if God determine our fate......like we always have discussions that God lets us have free agency and he doesn't interfear with our lives, but I really have to wonder......(sorry to go preachy on everyone, I'm just thinking out loud)....