So all in all, it was a good weekend...I went to work and my paycheck is going to be bookoo bucks friday...YEAH!!! Then I went on a date with Dallan...that was fun...Went to church for the first time in like....2 months.... Church was really great....I'm not the type of person to share my religious experiences, but this one was a great one and i feel i need to share..... I walked into YW and somebody hands me a church magazine....The whole entire thing was about temple marriage and all. I read it and then my teacher gave a talk on her temple marriage and such. Then she had us imagine our "wedding day". That is the first time i remember crying over something good. It was a great feeling...it was "that's what i want and nothing is going to stop me from getting it"......unless i don't meet that one guy....oh well... I watched the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air...it was a sad one....Will's dad shows up after 15 years and then leaves him....Will was freaking out because he finally gets a dad...then he starts crying....then he asks his uncle Phil "Why doesn't he want me?" That made me cry too.... Why do some parents leave their kids? I can understand adoption, but not when they have them and then just leave them...i think that's the worst thing you can do to a kid...telling them that you don't love them by just leaving them.... I hope I don't become like that....