So, yeah.....I'm kinda depressed today....I realized how undecisive I am.....I realized I love being single and all that junk, but I also realized how empty I feel inside......I realized how badly I wanted someone......but nobody matches what I want.....I want a little bit of one thing, mixed with something else and blah, blah, blah......
But I realized that person isn't out there.....
How is it that you want something so badly, but you know you can't have it......its like life is taunting us with our hopes and dreams....like it gets some cheap thrill in seeing people suffer.....life sucks!
i'm glad i'm not the only one feeling that way.