the computers are acting really weird....like if I go to someone else's diary, I can't get back on mine...its really dumb and tedious still feeling lonely today.....I know why, but I don't want to tell anybody....well, I tried to tell somebody, but she blew me off....**sigh** I'm going to an anime party tonight!! YAY FOR ANIME!!! Its going to be great.... I want to feel alive....will you save me?