Abandoned describes how exactley how I feel today....I had no one talk to this morning or cry on.....it was really depressing....I feel like I'm alone today.... So this morning is a really bad one....I got in a fight with my dad over the remodeling....I don't want to help....I do enough with the house as it is....I do most of the chores and stuff and I don't even have to if I don't want to....I'm 18.....I could tell them to go to hell and go on with my life....but I don't because I have a simple thing called respect.... So this morning, I told my dad that I was staying after school for ceramics and then go with Chelsea to listen to jazz....and he told me if I did, I had to help paint.....I don't want to paint...and he got mad because I told him I'm too busy with homework....and then he said I was lucky enough to do homework at home and that I shouldn't lie to him about doing homework when I was going to a show.... I'M DOING BOTH!!! HELLO??!! Honestly, that man is so dumb....so I got frustrated and walked away....5 minutes later he called me back and told me that I could go, but he said it in a tone that said, "you can do what you want, but your mother will talk to you about this...." sort of thing.... So I don't know what I'm going to do....I want to go, but I don't my mom talking to me....maybe I will go....I don't know....I guess we'll see what happens....