Just one more day before I leave for Arizona.....I know that information doesn't mean anything to you, but I'm just telling you people that I won't be able to update in a long time....... I found out yesturday that my brother isn't going back on his mission.....he wants a job, his own place and be married by or before he's 20......that's only 6 months away..... Maybe I'm just being a brat, but I think my brother is being dumb and selfish......I think the main reason why he came home was because that he couldn't stand being without Kelsie.....I'm not saying its her fault that he came home.....I'm kinda saying.....ok, maybe I am saying that.....but I know that Kelsie tried everything to get him to stay and continue with his mission, but I don't know.....maybe he's thinking with his balls and not his head.....and everybody should know the saying "absence makes the heart grow fonder".......personally, I think if Mart is going to act this way, I don't think he deserves her.....she deserves better than him..... But I don't know, I could be just a brat.....