Listening to: none
Feeling: broken
I missed seminary the other day....I'm having major issues with God.....I'm getting tired of hearing the same things all the time....if none of you know the mormons, I'm very sorry.....but we're talking about the second coming of God and it weirded me out because I don't think I've been very....."righteous" lately....I guess I'm tired of hearing that I'll burn in hell if I don't pay my tithing or say my prayers or stuff like that. I guess I want more proof that I want to be a part of this.....nothing else sounds or feel right, but I need more assurance from this thing.....OH!!! and my seminary teacher was saying something how we have to do all these things to say God.....and if we don't, we go to hell.....AM I NOT WORTHY OF SEEING MY GOD???!!! I hate this life....
I'm sorry if I'm freaking anybody out with my "mormon whining".....just leave this diary now if you don't want to read anymore....
What is the difference between destiny and fate? Are they even the same thing?
its my favorite bible passage.
destiny is fate that a person is destined to....that's all i got.