wow man, this is so strange. well first of all, yea i havent written in here in 2 days, sorry guys. i didnt really have much time? actually thats a lie since yesterday i didnt do anything...but then again i had nothing to write. but now i do. yesterday was such a weird day. i woke up all late and stuff, and then the whole family got into this huge argument. so now my parents are fighting, and they never fight. ever, and it just makes me kinda sad ya kno? yeah. and then last night i didnt sleep at all till 3 am. not cuz i was partying *me? party? what a joke...hah hah hah*. more cuz i just couldnt sleep and i felt like there was something in my room whenever i turned off the lights. it was weird, and kinda hard to describe. haha u guys are all gunna think im a freak...not that i already am one, but whatever. yeah i was gunna fall asleep at midnight, and so i turned off my light. then i closed my eyes and just kinda layed there...then i all of a sudden felt like there was someone or something else there with me ya kno? and i just kept my eyes close, cuz thats kinda what ya do when ur sleeping. but then i saw like a dark gray fog *i still had my eyes closed, keep that in mind* and then it just started to all turn black, and i slowly felt myself getting colder, starting from my feet and going up, and i felt myself somehow losing control of my body, like i couldnt think. it was really weird. then i got up really fast and turned the light on. and the chair in my room had moved slightly. anyway, i just stayed with the light on on for another 3 friggin hours cuz i couldnt sleep. i finally decided to try, and i ended up sleeping 5 hours. not that bad. so yeah, im just wondering what the heck happened, maybe im going crazy? lord knows. but whatever ya kno? im gunna go now, my stomach kinda hurts. later dudes. countdown- 14 days