Listening to: none
Feeling: uncertain
okay warning....kinda bitchy entry.....
okay do you want to know something that really gets on my nerves? i really hate when random people around my age go "aww pointe! i remember when i did pointe! it was so fun but it really killed my toes!" okay the thing that gets to me is why the FUCK were you on pointe when i've been dancing my entire fucking life and im like still a ways away from it. and why did you quit? i think the people on pointe are basically unappreciative. they're like oh okay im like on pointe right so i like already reached the like highest level of dance right so yeah right i can quit now?? oh my god, just shut up. if you were on pointe you can stay on it, if you're a devoted dancer.
now the only person i truly believe can pull this off is emily's sister natalie. she danced FOREVER, and did pointe, but quit because i believe she didnt have time, what with band and stuff. i've seen people's sitDiary comments where they're like "aww pointe! i remember that!" and i look into their profiles and they're only 15, you shouldnt start pointe until your ankles are fully developed, and if you've been dancing for a while. i truly think its unfair. i dont want to be braggy or anything, but i am the best one in my ballet class. they all watch me and im the only one who knows how to fucking count. and yeah i have flat feet, making it hard to point my toes, but if i just had a pointe shoe of my own, you dont have any idea how devoted i would be. i would make my toes bleed like you have never seen them before.
*christine*