*siiiiiigh* well i just got back from DRACULA. and wow you guys, i definitely recommend seeing it. it is great. i loved it. the music, the costumes, oh wow. mesmerizing, all of it. im sitting there and im like i want to do that someday. anyway, dance competition tomorrow. im not hyped anymore. my guy was supposed to come see me tomorrow, because its our closest competition other than state finals. but i havent talked to him all day, my guess is he's grounded from everything now...so he's not going. i was really looking forward to him being there, and now he's not. and it makes me really down. like i have no motivation whatsoever to even try my hardest tomorrow, because i had my hopes up then they just kinda shattered. im really bummed. i dont even know if my team will make it to state, so he might never see me compete. *sigh* :'(. the sad thing is that i feel that this is all my fault. and deep down, i feel thats what he thinks too.