meh

Listening to: sliver- nirvana
Feeling: achy
wednesday- conditioning treatment for hair...waltzing lessons thursday- get eyebrows done...waltzing friday- get nails and toenails done...family arrives? family get-together to see who will be setting up on sunday yea so i feel pretty achy. my butt hurts and my head hurts. i've been cleaning again. god i hate this. today i cleaned out my closet *i sed sorry to my mom too, told her i never meant to hurt her or make her cry....if u get my lame joke leave a comment :-P* anyway, and i cleaned out yet another bureau. man. i cleaned out this lil area under my nightstand too...man i had papers there from like the 7th grade! i was like JEEZ i really need to throw stuff away more often. and good news for goodwill: TONS of clothes going over there sometime next week! i found alot of clothes that just needed to go. i didnt think my cousin should have to live with those clothes. besides, im giving her a spongebob shirt, that makes up for it haha. i have waltzing tomorrow! and im getting a conditioning treatment for my hurr, cuz its just so dry and damaged, its not even funny. so yeah. i wont be able to use a blowdyer or straigtener until after sunday haha. ARG i dont think i can do the fake nails, they look like they get in the way. but whatever, it'll be fun. i wont be able to play guitar...cuz it'll be kinda hard for my left hand. but whatever. i gotta go now u guys, this one isnt really very long but whatever. aaah i miss my boyfriend so much! okay, well later everyone...gaa my headache!

countdown- 5 days *yanks at hair*

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Your book of Shadows, huh? Are you Wiccan? Or are you studying it? And are you actually keeping a book of shadows?
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I'm Wiccan only when I wish. And no, I don't think you're a poser. My friend's Wiccan, and I love her all the same. I wanna be Wiccan, but it goes against my family, which I don't really care, and plus, no one is really willing to help me become Wiccan. So, I'm stuck. I have no other choice, well, at least until I get older. Hopefully something will change then. Haha. Wishful thinking
[cry]
i love that picture and i love nirvana