everyone searches for love. I don't think love really exists. i believed in this before. I thought i was messed up and that love was real. well i've come to the conclusion. it's only a state of mind. and like all states of mind is only a feeling that comes with certain periods of time. which leads me to believe that no emotion is real. just part of our complicated minds.... i want to die that's all i feel the past two days. i just want to die so sick of during all this shit everyday. i hate dealing with fucking people and fucked up shit like cleaning the bathroom. i'm not depressed. i just want to die