I heard some news about jon today. His sister told me, “I think he is gay.” Turns out he’s left for South Dakota this month with this guy who is gay. They plan on living together in someone’s basement. I don’t have a problem with gays (in fact I find it kind of kinky) but that means that my ex-boyfriend is probably (we thought he was gay) gay! I’m happy and sad about this. If he is gay then I’ll never see him with another women! Which I’ve been dreading. I’m sad that he went out with me and like he probably wasn’t even attracted to me. I wonder if he even liked me. Fuck it. How many girls can say they went out with a gay guy? This just makes me more special. .*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* I should tell my sister sorry. I’ll plan on doing it this evening.