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by blindness
i went shopping today...for most people shopping is fun i buy clothes and i buy make-up...i spend so much fucking money and i hate it i hate myself nothing looks good on me, and nothing will make me feel pretty when i go to school i see these girls and they look pretty, and their wearing all these nice name brand clothes...they have the boyfriends, and friends...i have nothing... i had some friends who used to say hello to me...now they don't...they don't even say hello or anything...like i'm a stranger but i'm not.....it really hurts and it makes me feel like nothing i try not to be so self-centered...maybe there are more important things then looking good and having lots of friends. what cause can i fight for? what problems can i slove? nothing. there is nothing i can do. i'll be another unfamous person in history. i hate myself so much. i wish i could just rise above, but i'm weak. so weak it's disgusting.
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I bet you at least half of those name brand-boyfriended girls will be working at a fast food place after high school, drop out, or do something equally pathetic.
Not that it's easy to be different from them, but you'll probably end up a better person.

I hope your day goes well :)
You're only as weak as your strongest belief.
The best thing to do for anyone is to shut up and observe. Observe other ppl. Observe their habits. Observe the way they do things. So that when you do open ur mouth, you don't sound anything like them.
[cry]
hey :) i completely agree with cry. don't be so hard on yourself.. brand name clothes don't make a person at all, that's just the surface, so don't get fooled that they are so happy and perfect.. you're just as good as anyone else :) God made us all, don't forget that! -holly brooke