feeling kind of werid the sun is out and it's summmer...but i hate it i hate the sun and i hate the heat i hate wearing tank tops and shorts...in fact i don't even own tank tops and shorts to wear outside in public... so it's like 80 Degress and i'm wearing a jacket...or i'm wearing a sweater and jeans. I'm always wear jeans... wearing sweaters and jackets makes me feel good. No one tell really tell if i'm fat or thin...and i always feel fat...being sexy or pretty isn't my thing. i'm just ugly. but thats ok. beauty isn't everything right? joking. beauty and youth is what people write about, and what people want to see in movies, commericals, T.V Shows, magazines, photos, posters,