i hate my life i think it's comforting to know that everything that i know could so quickly go away. all my problems could disappear i wouldn't have to sit in my messy room or do the dishes for a dinner that i didn't get to eat because i had to work from 2pm to 9:30pm i could just die it would be such an easy escape i'm so weak, so afarid of everything, i can't just plan my death