i changed my background to red. for that one holiday that will be here soon. valentimes day i don't know if i spelled it right i don't really care... so what are my plans for the holiday? I was telling everyone that i was going to stay home and sew something. Which is what i plan to do on my porm night... i know it sounds sad. i'm so sick of running after guys. i need to move on with my life. having a boyfriend shouldn't be a goal or even something to want. i don't need a boyfriend. i don't need a boyfriend. i need a boyfriend like a need water in my lungs which is probably why i want one .... i don't know what the hell i want anymore. anyways i think the red background is way to dramatic. i shoud change it to blue, which is a relaxing color. what do you think?