pain

by blindness
All of life is painfull. I understand that it's always about pain. If I am talking to a friend it's painful. If I walk my dogs it's painful. So when I don't feel anything. If I don't feel sad or happy. If I don't feel pain or pleassure. I feel like I am not real. Everything I see, and touch isn't real. All the books I read, and movies I've watched don't mean a thing. My existence and the people around me occur for no reason. It's not scary to be living for no reason. It's scary to realize how I'll never live a life I enjoy. I want to go live on the beach. Swim around all day, and come home to a little hut. Just do nothing all day. Because anything I do, even writing novels or curing aids, doesn't matter.
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yes yes they do matter! Man i know how you feel .... i went through that depression and it really sucks some balls but always remimber to smile because my philosophy of that is if u act happy then eventually you will be happy! Life is painful, but its painful for a reason! u mite not understand it now but it will all come out n good time!
damn, you're right. I never realized that until now.
all Jelly beans r marvelous except for them harry potter ones.... those r kinda fucked up.... and those black and popcorn flavor bah.... who made them
hey hun, its lana, thank you stax for the comment! hope all is well! guys *sigh* i wish that they would open their eyes!! far out, anyways take care XoXoXoX luv lana
is that you in the top left pictures is so wowoyou did a good job on puting themall together!