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by blindness
i feel fake i write about how sad I'am and shit like that but i don't really show it at work or school i laugh and smile like anyone else i try to be as nice as possible i want to look normal i think about shit all the time...the stupid shit like what someone said i never come to a conclusion--i'm just running in loop
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thats not fake... thats more like hiding inside youself. dont worry everyone goes threw that. exceptance is a very important thing in life your honestly not doing anything wrong, these diaries are made to let u express your inner personal hidden feelings and thats what ur doing. dont put yourself down about it... just let it all out
Does this make you fake here, with what you type? Or fake there, with how you act? We all put on a face for society. Without it, we'd all probably look close to the same and everyone's name would be Jim or Sally. 'Gap'iness is key to sanity.
I say screw sanity and combine acting with writing into one giant bowl of potpourri.
wow no.. its not bad, and its not being fake... some things just arent meant for people to physically see.. you dont always want that type of aura around you when your out in public.. its nice when your at home in your roo mand you can write in here about whatever you want and not be judged because ur not the only one doign it.. like me for example.. keep doin what ur doin.. it will help u out in the long run
[Anonymous]
That's what a diary is for to tell you secrets too or how you really feel ... i hope you feel better soon