I want to change things around. Be the one looking down on everyone else for once. I want to have a nice car, a great job, a wonderful personality, a boyfriend and most importantly I just want to good looking. If I catch up with someone I want to high school with I just want to be like FUCK YEAH, I am better then you. All I want is revenge, is that so bad? I know that it’s really a vain desire. But damn it I just want hurt those who hurt me. I never told anyone this. Its a little embarrassing.