serge dropped out..so, there's a lot of pride powering the Nicky-mobile tomorrow...heh. um...mike and i are good, but you know- i have lots of insecurities about relationships (especially long term ones) that i have to deal with..stupid vince:) and you know, carl's been dismissing me a lot lately- chris is right, about it, but what am i supposed to do!? i miss talking to him, and i miss him coming over at like, 4 am and watching random music videos with me- hopefully over the summer, things will smooth out... what the hell. i feel so weird. tomorrow i graduate.