so, what a wacky week. adrian sort of reappeared into my crazy little world and, well, to be honest- i love it. [time for writing correctly] Adrian is amazing. It hurts me a little to admit that. I don't feel like I've completely forgotten about Mike- the light of my life for the past year...but, in being honest, hanging out with Adrian just sort of DOES make me forget about Mike, about worrying about Mike, and about wondering if Mike is going to pull through all of this ok. I love Mike. He was such a kick-ass boyfriend, and an even better friend. But, as it was so obviously put, Mike and I were a good 'high school relationship' and when responsibility and all that became a factor, he didn't quite fit the bill. I did so much work for both of us, and he should have helped. [a lot] I miss Mike so much, sometimes. He is fun and we have so much in common. But now, it's time to move on, up and out. I have an apartment waiting for me, in Orlando. Also, I have a roommate waiting to move up with me, in January. Yep, you guessed it. ENTER ADRIAN --> screenplay format I'm watching Father of the Bride. I love movies. I enrolled in all my classes at UCF, i'm so excited. I missed Adrian this entire weekend. Just being in the same town with him again has made me giddy beyond belief, and I keep calling his cellphone- [14 missed calls]. :) I can't wait to see him tonight. 'oh but you're lovely...never, ever change...keep that breathless charm, wouldn't you please arrange it- cause i love you- and the way you look...tonight'