i thought having julius and dad up for the weekend would be fun. instead, it was boring and somewhat smelly, though i did get two steaks out of it. i hadn't seen my dad in months and was really looking forward to seeing him- but he smells like smoke, and all he talks about is going to the philippines to be with his slant-eyed wife. you know what, that was mean. i don't mean to be cruel or anything, it's just, why not ask how I AM..or send ME MONEY or SEND ME CARDS in the mail or CALL ME once a month?! what puts her above me? my dad would rather spend thousands of dollars on her, than call me or visit me or take a vacation with me- it really realy angers me. they were supposed to stay for our memorial day barbecue, i'm glad they left. julius is fun, though, and i wish i'd taken him to universal, you know? ELLEN is about to come on, and i'm going to miss it; damn. i think vince has a show this weekend, i promised i'd go. oh hey! i got a job! i work at TCBY, the ice cream parlor. the owner, my boss: bob, has the station set to some smoothe jazz station; which is well and fine in an ELEVATOR- so i'm going to ask him to put it on the oldies station, or bring in a cd of my own. i cleaned a lot of places that had never been touched yesterday! i hope he notices. it doesn't seem to be that hard. so far. this month looks like it's going to be a LOT of fun: we're moving into another apt, the Dashboard-Thrice-GET UP KIDS show is coming up, school ends!, AND! we have tickets to see THE PRODUCERS!!! i [heart] mel brooks. i can't wait. mom's birthday is at the end of the month, the 30th of June...maybe we should throw her a party..i'll have to plan some stuff out, she'll be 54!! maybe that should be my theme, she loves disco, so...STUDIO 54!!! awesome. i'm so good. this anthroclass is killing me, it's 4 hours a night, and it's borderline boring, i've left class several times...and i shouldn't, cause i only have the class twice a week. i have an audition for disney today, but i think i may have to reschedule...since i already have a job...and you know, no car to get to disney anyway. Adrian doesn't seem all that happy lately, i think he misses his dad...also, he works so much and goes to school- he needs some good ess ee ex. yeah, i spelled it phonetically. i guess we're going to New York at the beginning of August. Oh, also, i get Dad's van while he's in the Philippines. so i need to call my insurance people. We got a phone call last night at about 4 in the morning, it was elizabeth, i think- they'd already hung up. i should see if she's ok.