ok you guys- my adoring public who reads all that goes on in NickyWorld: (all 3 of you :)) i don't feel sick being single because i'm so dependent, actually, i'm quite independent- it's just i've had plans for moving and all that, and now they're all fucked up. i mean, i need a new roommate and more money- and saturday is my last day at iParty- so i need another job! [scream] [smile] but, see, i'm amazing. i'm going to do this. i'm going to blow the roof off of this mofo. i'm excited, i'm leaving this little spud of a town and i'm going to make it after all! [mary tyler moore show, i thank you] i'm not even kidding. my worry goes as far molasses- i'm all about moving, that's where my brain is. that's where my focus is. my aspirations are all out of this apartment and lying in the crowded halls of UCF, Boston University, and the cobble-stoned streets of England and Ireland. i bet you have no idea what i'm talking about, eh? it's ok. i know what i want, and i'm out to get it. being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up; these are the best days of our lives. the only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you'll finally get it riiiiiiigghhhtt. [i love you]