i have to go to work in an hour and a half. i don't want to go, but i will cause my girl christina works tonight- yeah i know. almost 300 entries. wow. we went shopping yesterday and i missed not having to shop. and you know what? now i miss a LOT of things. i miss drama and all the bitchy girls that hated one another- i missed actually BEING one of them! how odd. i missed running to wendy's for a quick frosty before rushing back to mr vetter wouldn't break our legs...i miss doing history day and i miss going to all those classes with all those kids i'd spent the last 7 years with. i'm ever grateful for the few that i get to see and were friends of mine from the get-go- frank, kevin. and lets see, adrian gets upset that i still talk to all my exes- well, it's not that i'm in love with them! they're my friends, they're not trying to get in my pants...geez. he didnt make me throw away some of those pictures of vince and chris and carl, but having them around did kinda feel weird, especially since carl and chris don't talk to me anymore, so i threw them out anyway- all the ones of kevin and frank, melike and grant, kenny, dane and some others are still plastered all over my albums- it's getting warm outside, dare i say it, hot? yes. it's getting freaking hot outside. i forgot to bring my lunch meal to kevin's, so i'll probably have italian wedding soup- i'll have to call kevin and ask first- my butt hurts from sitting down. i wish grant would get online...i wish even more he'd call me...and even MORE that he'd try to visit one day..damn you girlfriend... there's a really smelly kid sitting next to me! oh god. oh god. oh god. i have to leave. i want to learn that weid hey mama dance!!! oooh and i gotta watch that swing video again. i hope i get a paycheck soon cause, damn- i only have $300 in there!! and my share of the rent is 310!! adrian, i love you:)