So today is Wednesday, and Im all bummed out and shit. It's like, when is the week going to be over...as a matter of fact, when is school going to be over. Part of me wishes that school was over...but then another part of me hopes it doesn't end so soon. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I guess I am afraid of growing up. Death is not really what scares me...its growing old. I see old people, and all I want to do is run and hide. I feel like Peter Pan.lol
I can't picture myself as a grandmother...or old woman, I really can't. Maybe that's a sign that I am going to die early..idk.
Yeah so, I wish I could just stay young forever...or at least look it. Im terrified of waking up one morning with wrinkles and sagging cheeks. Hmmm....what do you call that?Oldophobia? I may just have a phobia of some sort...I don't know the name..but I like Oldophobia.

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Anyway, random talk.
I love Sitdiary..you get a lot off of your chest...and u share ur random thoughts with others if you choose to. I have inspired my younger brother to make one. Hehe
Amazing.