Sunday 21 December 2008 I havent been writing in here...... A lot of changes are taking place right now, and I am the one who is changing. I don't know what's happening to me, but I do know that whatever is happening to me is probably for the better? Yeah, I don't know what I'm talking about... I am just typing because I need to. OK, Ive been tracking my caloric intake for a while now. Since--October. It's been interesting...I learned that whenever I lower my calorie intake I usually stick to it, or stay below it. That's the main reason I haven't writing...It's like whenever I get on the computer, it's always the first thing I do. I'm addicted to it, seriously. I have some 'friends' I know only from that website who are also tracking as well. Trying to lose 10lbs by Jan. Or Feb. I guess..I don't need to lose the weight, but honestly I don't care. I just want to see if I can do it, and how quickly. I may have to actually lose the weight in the future, you know? and then maybe I could use the same technique to lose it. I'm at risk of developing an eating disorder, I know. Who knows what the future holds.