Monday, all I wanted to do on Monday was die a quick and painless death. On friday, I thought I really was going to die. Ever get the feeling something really bad is going to happen to you or someone you love? I felt so bad...like..I don't know how to explain it. I thought it was me..and I cried. I'm still here though, so I wonder what was bothering me or..making me feel that way. We'll see in the future.