See....this is what I was trying not to do. It has been 6 days.

So here is the thing. There is this website..and I have this one friend. I'm pretty much in love with him. We talk about life and how things are going for us. It's a beautiful thing you know, we are friends. Online friends. I know that sounds Dangerous and stuff...but I trust him. He's older than me, but I don't care. I know what he looks like though he doesn't show his picture on the site.He says people might like him better without it....its a site like myspace except, its totally different. Makes no since what-so-ever. Most of the guys there are trying to get married. So it's like e-harmony and myspace put together. Im only there for friends..though. That's the purpose of the site, but people use it for other reasons. Anyway, guys who can barely understand nor speak english are constantly trying to get with me. Yeah, I have a picture. At first, I have to admit that I found it quite amusing. I don't know why, except that I wanted some attention. I don't have provacative pictures on there or anything...Just a picture of my face--me smiling. When I say im in love with the guy, I mean I love his personality. He's shy and he didn't even want to put a picture up. He doesn't think he's attractive...I found this strange..I mean guy's aren't supposed to be that concerned about what other people think..are they? I've never met a guy like that. I'm guess im really oblivious to those sort of things.
He says I'm wierd, which I'm used to hearing from friends and stuff...but I take it as a compliment.

Lol, I know I'm wierd...just for even saying that. I love being a strange person...it makes you way more interesting.
The only thing I'm scared of is becoming too close. It is not like I am going to tell him where I live or anything like that. It's just that when you talk to someone for a long time...it's kind of hard to stop, especially when you enjoy speaking to them. Im anticipating the day we stop talking. It's not like I want to, but all good things have to come to an end at some point and time. I want to know how this story ends.