15 October 2008 Thursday 2:50pm Wow last time I checked...I weighed 125lbs. I lost three. I feel as though I've gained those three pounds and more. I don't know...but I want to lose 10. Hmmm... I don't know what to do with myself. I'd like to run but I don't like jogging in public. People will stop and stare, I know they will. I won't look weird or whatever... I'm overly self-conscious, I guess. help me.