Friday 17 October 2008 10:30pm Gaining and Gaining by the minute. I'm in love with fattening foods such as, Cheetos, Ice Cream..preferably vanilla with almonds, Doritos, pizza, and cakes/cookies of all varieties. *Sigh* I wish I could eat all of the calories in the world and not gain 1 pound. I wish sometimes..there was a certain food that was easy to put your hands on--that would make you lose the weight. Sorry for all of my wieght rambling...I'm going through a tough time in my life, and all I can think about is losing weight. I'm not anorexic. Yet. But I see it as impossible to give up my love of food anyway. That may be a good thing. ** School oh school, nothing to talk about really... I am slowly bringing my grades up as I said I would..and Everything is going ok..just ok. My world is spinning round and round, and all I can do is wish it would stop. I deleted Buddy off of chat...but here's the thing. He can still see when I am online. I said I'd stop talking to him a long time ago. The truth is...I really like him, I do. I love his personality..he makes me laugh. Sometimes I wonder if the person he seems to be is really him. I wonder if he's an expert on playing with women's emotions. Maybe. If so, he's pretty good at..because I can't help but talk to him. ** I submitted a poem at Poetry.com. About less than a week later, I get this letter about becoming a Semi-finalist...and getting my poem published into a book. I came to find that this was all a scam. They just want your money. SO..whatever you do, don't fall into this trick. They send that letter to any and everyone who enters a poem. Hm..that sucks. I did some quick research after recieving the letter. A little dissappointed, though I was surprised to recieve such a letter anyway. Yeah, so That Sucks.