i'm at sarahs house and so far i'v been in si's pants posed for "sexy picts" and almost the rocky horor picture show..and apparently i'm not promised my boy toy has moved the term upto engaged which makes me more happy...haha....i looove my boy toy..lovehimlovehimlovehimlovehim...god.. i hope he likes the picts si is sending to him cause pictures cant really campture my true sexiness...hehe no really...all pictures of me are seriously fucked up... but still i lovehimlovehimlovehim....i dont think he knos how much tho...when i was going out with dom...i really missed him..reallyreally i kno that he wasnt thinking that i still loved him...but after my break up with dom and during my relationtip with dom i really started to appreciat him soo much and i think that if he asked me to go all the way i might actually do it....i noticed that in my relationship with him i'v always kissed him and he's kissed me back but he doesnt really make the first move..like ever.. i kno he wants to and so he always askes me first i'm to a point now where i dont care what he does to me...whatever it turned out to be i feel like i would be happy with him...cause i love him so much....ya i'm done now... love all xoxoxoxo Carol