god i miss every one again i just got home from the steller dance i was almost ready to cry i was so happy to see everyone..ugh...my neck hurts lol...it was fun i freaked with sid and ella and the purple hair only makes ella hotter by the way and that other dude...mayoko?i think his name was..hes hot too lol...i wore my lime green leather pants and i'v never been petted so much befor.it was kinda creepy for a while but i felt totally sexy..lol...i love it...when i took off the pants when i got home the insides were soaking with sweat i almost couldnt get the pants off lol...omg..i hade so much fun....god i cant wait till the next dance..i actually feel sorry for max..the rumor is that he likes me and the whole time i was avoiding dancing with him..i dunno why i'm being all weird about it tho..poor max..god aometimes i wish that some people couldnt see me...hrm..oh well i had soo much fun...when tim said that he was going to lose weight and get buff he meant it omg...yeah i' starting to get repetitive lol..i'd like to thank every one who hung out with me at the dance i had a blast....no-oness changed i feel so releived...*smile* k i gtg sleepsleep love yall byebye ***** next morning ***** *sigh* i feel really depressed now i dont kno why its funny how the deepest depression sts in after the happiest night...god....being back at steller makes me miss it even more.. i'll never feel the same at steller not after all that i have done...to all the peoples hearts i wrecked...i miss every one...a part of me wishes that i had never gone to steller that way i wouldnt know about everything i would be missing...then maybe i would stop hurting....*sigh*