well this morning i decided to sleep in till like 11 and my parents set the wake up at like 8:30 actually it was kinda my fault that it was that time...ooopppsiedaisies....hehe but i got in trouble for it i talked to tweek for like an hoour yesterday...;) hes gnna be home soooon... i'm talking to ella and she still says that he lyed to me but i dont think that i'm gnna trust her anymore...how can i?but i just told her that i dont care anymore the wholoe thing with victoria...she really did kiss him and for the longest time i didnt beleive him thats where my truly serious cutting got started my mom found it and she started to cry i was so depressed and i usually dont talk to my mom but she grew up withought a momy so she and i are very attached to eachother and she is sad when i dont like seriously talk to her so i told her she asked me why i did it and i never thought of the concequences of what she would think of rory and now she thinks hes a lyar cause i thought that he lyed to me its all just rfeally complicated she doesnt kno about the ella thing but...i'm still trying to get ella to tell the truth even tho i already kno all she has left in her mind are excuses she is my freind no longer but i dont want her to kno that i will never tell her any of me secrets or wantings ever again even tho for a short time i had a crush on her heck i cuddled with her more than i cudled with dom lol and it was while we were dating .....lmao.... but ya french toast is good with syrup last time i had it it was during leant and i had givenb up condiments so i had to et it dry and it was the worst thing imaginable....hehe..woe is me but ya gtg latz peeps