well i'm bck to work..i'm teaching little kid camp (biking) and it is fun...ya deffinetely but one or two of the kids are seriously starting to push my patients and i am a very patient person .... yes i kno to some peeps that this maybe suprising...but anyway after work i had my jazz and ballet class which is pretty cool..i'm enjoying it the jazz mostly..i have to be in the right mood for ballet..but after that i went to my madern class with miss mariah and that was awsome...i found out today that the chicken bones were really corn on the cob and my pup had to get it surgically taken out but shes home now and shes feeling better...but shes all drugged up which is actually kinda funny...lol poor mika last night i took the footon off of one of the other beds and put it onto my bed and i slept the best that i ever have in like several weeks...i feel like i'm just starting to reallize everything that my parents are trying so hard to protect me from..every person we walk by pr talk to has a long life with tragedys and romances and feelings and it is kinda humbling really i read about all these starving people people with diseases and people that are truly sick and i realize just how many their are how many girls keep their virginity until their marryed how many teenagers get hooked on drugs alchohol and sex and how many kids kill themsevles every year and it is really scarry. and at the same time there is a strange fascxination to learn everything that i can about every person i get good freinds this urge to learn every ones personal historie....i just want to sit and watch people act around eachother studie what excites, hurts and changes other people.. my neighbor and good freind shelbi has a younger bro only a year younger than me he likes to watch people he is almost never noticed at school except by his close but few freinds and i feel this need to cut him open and find out what he thinks what he knos and every thing he understands just from watching other people my dad is a person watcher as well and i have recently descovered my own passion for trying to understand the twisted world that we human beings create for ourselves its really fascinating actually...how every ones mind works and how differently we all act around eachother....it makes me both excited and scared and relaxed all the same time... gtg lter home skillets