hellooooo...i cut my hair and i actually cut it myself like with a pair of scissors...parts of it look like crap but i like it...and i re did it red woooo....people are funny...they think that they caould understand a person with one glance and they think they kno everything....poor them...maybe thats why i dress and punk and goth and stuff....i kinda like giving off the wrong image it makes people get to kno you better...it shows who REALLY wants to get to kno you...then after the initial weird first conversation it gets better....some people are automatically freindly and understanding to every one like the people at steller are..at service if i wear all black for one day i got called a gothic-lesbian-whore by a complete stranger...one of my freinds were planning a birthday party and one of the guy who was invited took one look at me and said "i'm not going if she is.." and stalked off... a complete stranger the same one who called me a gothic-lesbian-whore now i can get over the first 2-3rds of that insult but i was ready to kill him over the last one...who the hell would say that to a complete stranger whom they had never even talked to and they judge me here by how i dress...a even more convincing reason to be someone i'm not... u people that are my freinds think that i'm odd and i kno you all think that with all the love possible...but here in a place full of people that arent steller like people...people who think they kno you in one glance...i cant imagine how they see me.....i dont even want to kno. *sigh* i feel home sick for steller.. god i hate service soo much....i love you guys i would almst do anything to go back and get an A in that stupid physics class...god damnit...judgment is a cruel thing..someday i'm gnna get the same tatto that te bad gu in charly's anels has on his back...i'll get it tattod somewhere really big (only god will judge me)....god that tatto is awsome..ooh btw i'v been disigning a tat for my dad its starting to look totally awsome.. i gtg love yall bye