Listening to: my band odyssey...forgot the name of the song
Feeling: alive
hello ladies...
i wont be at the dance i'm sorry i wanted to go...miss you all a million times over again...well i'm not going caus i got a d in bio and a c in japanese...how i managed a c in jp i have no idea..sie i dont understand why u worry so much i'm glad you care...really i am but i dont want you getting worked up over it or anything its nothing really its not...i just miss everyone really bad and i really want to see you all again....its nothing really dont worry about it....um love you all i gtg
bye
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ykno what i'm quitting, i'm gnna stop cutting for sure i'm done starting now...there will be no more shit and i wont talk about it anymore, its all bullshit that hurt others more than me...i'm stoping and i swear no-matter how hard things get...i'm not going to touch another blade to my skin again i promise sarah please forgive me i;m srry, i'm tired of it, i'm sick of it, no-more i wouldnt trade anything in the world for your freindship its that preciouse to me, i dont want to hurt you anymore forgive me please i'm effin begging you...i'm srry
The reason I was freaking out is because it kills me to think that you would want to hurt yourself.... Or the fact that you're getting hurt at all.
I love you!!!!!