Listening to: my heartbeat...bubum...bubum
Feeling: torn
hey i just stole a what disorders do u have thingie off of tweeks die-ary so heres the results..lol
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
its funny to me cause no one would expect me to have Borderline or Dependant lol
although it fits me freakishly well its just sides of me i dont let people see...my mind and feelings are very entertaining....but its weird how truthful all this suff seems to turn out... dependant is
* Difficulty making decisions
* Feelings of helplessness when alone
* Suicidal thoughts upon rejection
* Submissiveness
* Deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval
* Unable to meet ordinary demands of life
which is actually really making sence when i think about it....
and Borderline is well ....
* Self-injury or attempted suicide
* Strong feelings of anger, anxiety, or depression that last for several hours
* Impulsive behavior
* Drug or alcohol abuse
* Feelings of low self-worth
which is so-so true every one knos that i was a cutter in 7th grade and about halfway through 8th, and i would go into that but i'm sure every ones sick of hearing about it and its just too depressing and crap and just....
ya...*sigh*...though i'v never seriously talked about it with you guys....you all kno i did it.... but i never told you much....hmmm
funny how the sickest things are the most addictive....lol....
well i'm tired its too late 2 be up so ill talk tmrw....gdnight
Read 0 comments