Not sleeping the entire night before made Hadyn feel like she was PMS-ing. She knew that would be a start to a bad day. When she got up she threw on some black pants and a Nirvana sweater and attempted to re-do her eyeliner. Basically she looked like crap that morning. Hadyn picked up her bag and walked right out of her house not stopping for anything. When she got to school more bad things started to occur. Like, her guitar in music was in the shop so she didn’t get to play. That would have been okay if Jake would have been there, but he probably skipped. At lunch she sat at her usual table, alone. Throughout the rest of the day she zoned out of her classes. In science they had a quiz but Hadyn left it blank. She knew everything that was on it but she didn't feel like writing it. When her teacher picked it up he shook his head and walked back to his desk. When the loud shrieking bell rang at the end of the day, Hadyn walked slowly out of the school. She wandered around her neighborhood for hours until she found her house. She walked up the gravel path kicking one of the broken lawn flamingos that surrounded her house. Hadyn slid her key into the keyhole of her small house and pushed open the door that got stuck once in a while. She walked through the porch and into the kitchen. She heard the sobs of her older sister and her mother attempting to comfort her. "I loved him, I loved him so much!" cried Bridgett. "Pathetic" Hadyn mumbled to herself as she walked past her mother who didn’t even notice she was home. Hadyn locked herself in her room and dropped on her bed. In an instant she was asleep. She was dreaming about when Bridgett, her mother and Hadyn all went to Disney World when Hadyn was eight. She dreamed of going on all the rides and meeting Mickey Mouse. Then the dream was broken as Hadyn cracked open her eyes. She starred at the clock and it read 7:00. Hadyn dragged herself off her bed and walked to her door. She unlocked it and opened it. She walked out and ran right into her step-dad who was standing fists clenched at her doorway. Then she felt a sharp pain on her cheek. Harry hit her. Hadyn stood there shocked. She started to raise her hand to feel if her cheek was bleeding. Harry pushed her hand away and hit her again. Hadyn just starred at him, wondering what he would do next. Then he pushed her and she fell back into her room and slammed the door. Hadyn felt herself shaking. Not knowing what she was doing, she ran to her drawer and pulled out her black towel and razor. Hadyn was now bawling her eyes out and screaming. She had a tight grip on the razor and sliced her arms over and over again, watching the blood drip down her arm like a crimson waterfall. She continued to cut her wrists wondering when she would feel pain. It felt like she was cutting for hours and she was. Hadyn was crying hysterically as she looked at her clock that read 9:30. She had been at this for one and a half hours and yet she still didn't feel anything. Her body was numb. Still crying, she looked back at her torn up arms thinking to herself how shitty her life was. Hadyn just wanted to end it right then but she decided against it, although the next day she wondered if she had made the wrong choice.