School was a blur to Hadyn the next day. She had a massive headache from the amount of blood she lost the night before. She wore a fishnet top to attempt to cover the scars but the world could still see them. They covered both of her arms past her elbows and it had been the worst she had ever done. When she got home she walked in the door and saw something that wanted to make her go and kill herself. It was Bridgett making out with her weekly special but the weekly special happened to be the guy Hadyn had loved forever. It was Jake. He just stood there as Bridgett did all the work. Hadyn felt a tear roll down her cheek. She couldn't take it no more and she bolted to her room. She slammed the door without locking it and grabbed her razor. Since her arms were all torn up she resorted to her ankles. She slashed her flesh until she saw a ricer of red water drip onto her floor. She wiped the blood away and continued onto her other ankle. She was so concentrated on her ankles that she didn't realize her door open. Jake stood starring through the crack in the door watching what Hadyn was doing. He swallowed hard and closed the door. Hadyn started crying again this time the tears just didn’t stop. She knew her sister was mean but she never knew that Bridgett could hurt her this way. Hadyn felt like her sister tore out her heart ripped it to shreds and put it back in. Hadyn passed out on her bed and she was there for hours. She had nightmares. Nightmares of Bridgett stabbing her but she wouldn't die. Hadyn could feel the pain through her dream. She wanted it to stop but it kept going, on and on. Then finally it stopped and Hadyn stood up her in bed, breathing heavily, thinking to herself what she felt. Something suddenly startled her. She turned quickly to her window and saw Jake tapping on it. Luckily her light was off so he couldn’t see inside. "Next window down beautiful." whispered Hadyn to herself switching her thoughts from Bridgett to the love of her life. She wished that Jake was hers and hers alone. She would never get over him. Hadyn also knew that Bridgett didn’t really like Jake and she was just trying to push Hadyn’s buttons. Besides, Jake wasn’t her type anyways. Hadyn didn't realize her eyes were welling up with tears again. Instead of reaching for her bloody razor she lay back down on her pillow and drifted off into a deep sleep.