Listening to: The Killers- Mr. Brightside
Feeling: confused
Hey guys,
so i spent the day at Rachels and now i'm really confussed/depressed. i think i have an angsity problem. any who Kyle and Car were there and scott and rea, and me and Christine were the extras. i didn't no how to react to the feelings of being that extra wheel and the relationship between me and rae. i spent alot of time talking to Christine about stuff and she asked if i still had feelings for Rae cuz we were listening to Mr. Brightside and it hit her that i might have feelings still, and i don't ne more. i really like LeAnne and want to be with her but i'm soo afraid of relationships and i'm doubting weather or not she likes me cuz shes rather distant. now i'm all depressed and just wish all of this was over. maybe it will allwork out in college, but if me and LeAnne don't work out i don't think i'll date anymore.
Ben
P.S. LeAnne if you do read this i don't want you to think im pressuring u. i want us to work out but if ur not happy i need to no cuz i no how it is to be unhappy with a persson and stick with the relationship anyways, soo please tell me.
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Kristy
I just need to tell you: if you feel like you ever need to talk, I'm close enough that I can be at your place in 5. Just give me a call and wait for a bit, and I'll come and we'll get fat over some pizza er sumthin. :D.
I think LeAnne really likes you; she talks about you ALL THE TIME. Just be patient, it takes time. The best brudda
( o Y o )
~_^ have fun!
KYLE!
-Car
Thank you sooo much for that comment. It was sooo sweet... I really could careless what "annonomus"(sp)thinks.
I love you BEN!!!