SO i think that this week has been really good for me. i have been talking to people i would have been afraid of before. im not being shy and ignoring people, but am hanging out with these guy and have figured some stuff out in my life. its cool. ive been swimming in the big ass pool, played volleyball, soccer, been depressed got over it, made new friends, showered in public, and carla, i have gotten over public toliets. well i have to go. ill talk to usguys later, i love u all. Ben PS everyone wish my sister a happy birthday will u, her sn is binky