Hey guys, so its now the day before prom and im depressed and don't want to go. Rachel dumpped me, which is no big deal cuz i was pissed at her for being a bitch about who i am when she throughs a fit when ppl tell her to change, then tells that person not to talk to her ne more, but now i feel alone because i cant just go up and talk to kyle and car when they're w/ rae and Christine is always hung up on steve and vise-versa, i never she Ashley, and none of my other "friends" care. After we broke up, steve informs me that rae is coming w/ us for diner, after our fight was over the stupid fucking diner. i dont know, plus there is this Starr thing and spending a week with a man who died a tragic death is depressing for someone like me. sometimes i wish i was dead. i feel like one of those creepy cult people who worship death and are happiest when they are killed. ne ways, havea safe weekend, and as i said to day , i dont want to have to go to neones funeral. Ben