Wondering

Listening to: Assorted
Feeling: whiney
This Time Around Hanson It's getting colder in this ditch where I lie I'm feeling older and I'm wondering why I heard they told her it was tell and live or die I didn't know her but I know why she lied I didn't know her but I know why she died Yeah chorus You can't say I didn't give it I won't wait another minute We're on our way this time around Whoa yeah You can't say I didn't give it I won't wait another minute We're on our way this time around Yeah And we won't go down Yeah I heard them say that dreams should stay in your head Well I feel ashamed of the things that I've said Put on these chains and you can live a free life Well I'd rather bleed just to know why I died Yeah You can't say I didn't give it I won't wait another minute We're on our way this time around Whoa yeah You can't say I didn't give it I won't wait another minute We're on our way this time around And we won't go down And we won't go down And we won't go down Yeah And we won't go down Yeah Well all I know is that fear has got to go This time around This time around I've started feeling like I don't want to fight Give in to the given and put out the light Cannons are blazing shower these moonlit skies Then I remember and I know why he died Do you know why I'd die Yeah (chorus 2x) And we won't go down And we won't go down And we won't go down Yeah so, its now the end of saterday and i am bored and alone. i called steve to tell him about the fire meeting tomorrow and he sounded like he was mad at me and i honestl dont no y he would be. i seem to be making plenty of people mad at me. Erine is mad at me cuz i told dave how i feel about her B/f and he told her B/F i was talking shit(on top of that the stuff dave told chris wasnt even things i said, he was to fucing stone, like always to know ne thing) anyway, Erine is mad at me and Chris has said so much shit about me and i get in trouble for opening my mouth? what ever. i tired of people, and if Erine is going to hate me because i hate her BF then i geuss ill just not talk to her ne more, ill pull a rachel>:). so im going to go see u all later, ben
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hmmmm interesting man why am I always left out of the loop?!
benben you know the people in that town are dicks. Don't worry about what others think, you might not like erin's boyfriend but you are not the one who has to sleep with him ( get the point) you can't change who she likes just like our family can't change who i choose to spen my life with. just don't hang around them.
Have you ever noticed how being stone fucks with your verbal control. Its like haveing diarrhea of the mouth. love's ya
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i would go, you have no idea, i heart you alot. but i just i cant fucking live with them. i have no fucking life. im so sorry, i fought so hard, and no matter if you talk to them or not it wont help. i love you.
i would like to know what pulling a rachel is!
man, i love hanson.