there's a lot on my mind, but i'm not really in the super long entry writing mood. i'm a happy person. i'm hardly ever in a bad mood or sad or upset...but i'm beginning to become impatient with the total lack of guys around here. i want to share my happiness and have tons of fun with someone important to me. someone who knows what committment means. a guy who is nice and kind but super laid back and funny and spontaneous. i'm not sure if anyone like this exists. it doesn't sound like too much to ask but let me tell ya...once you look for it you realize it's rare. very far and in between are the guys who possess these qualities. i'm not all about dating someone right now...being single is actually good for me. i like it. but there's going to come a time when i really want to find a guy and the worry of "the lack" still existing then is getting to me. hopefully my patience and prayers will pay off so he will just come to me at the perfect time. ...on another note, this weekend is going to be awesome. i can't wait. i think i'm the only person who has never watched the star wars movie. i know, i know...it's bad. i was just never interested at all, but now (like 20 years later) i want to know what all the hype was about. also supposed to be taking a mini roadtrip in the next week. i'll write more about that later. how exciting. that's all. i'm leaving now. -holly brooke